What do you do when you feel your chest caving in and your heart breaks for no reason…

I pretend that I’m glad you went away These four walls closing more every day I’m dying inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows I’m crying inside And nobody knows it but me

Why didn’t I say the things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just a-tumblin’ down I could see it so clearly but you’re nowhere around

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I’m missing you And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I’m broken in two I’m nobody without someone like you I’m trembling inside And nobody knows it but me (yeah)

I lay awake, it’s a quarter past three I’m screaming at night if I thought you’d hear me Yeah, my heart is calling you And nobody knows it but me

How blue could I get? You could ask my heart But like a jigsaw puzzle it’s been torn all apart A million words couldn’t say just how I feel A million years from now you know I’ll be loving you still

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I’m missing you And nobody knows it but me

Oooo oohhhhh yeah

Tomorrow morning, I’m a hit a dusty road Gonna find you wherever, wherever you might go And I’m gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me

I said when the nights are lonely The nights are lonely the days are so sad and I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I’m missing you And nobody knows it but me

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I’m missing you And nobody knows it but me

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I’m missing you And nobody knows it but me

Long live the reckless and the brave I don’t think I want to be saved My song has not been sung So long live us

Looking out at a town called Suburbia Everybody’s just fighting to fit in Little rats running mazes, having babies It’s a vicious little world that we live in Looking back at a life on the other side I realize that I didn’t fit in Didn’t hate it but I didn’t quite relate it To my precious little world

So long live the reckless and the brave I don’t think I want to be saved My song has not been sung

And long live the fast times, so come what may I don’t think I’ll ever be saved Our song has not been sung Long live us

Breaking out of a town called Suburbia I remember everybody always saying “Little brat, must be crazy, never make it In our vicious little world” Still I’m leaving Got a van, got a chance, got my dignity Got a dream, got a spark, got somewhere to be Take a breath, say goodbye To their precious little world (And say goodbye to me)

So long live the reckless and the brave I don’t think I want to be saved My song has not been sung

And long live the fast times, so come what may I don’t think I’ll ever be saved Our song has not been sung Long live us

Long live us

Long live the reckless and the brave I don’t think I want to be saved My song has not been sung

Long live the reckless and the brave I don’t think I want to be saved My song has not been sung

And long live the fast times, so come what may I don’t think that I’ll ever be saved, I know Our song has not been sung Long live us

Long live us

I cant sleep eat or even think cause of one person…just one…its crazy I’ve known this person for awhile now and I never realized how much they meant to me…now all I want is them…but its not that easy…I know they feel the same but its driving me insane that I just cant hold them every waking second…all I can do is hope I can get the chance to hold her everyday of my life!